I'm doing it again, ignoring this site.
I log in, check my messages and go again.
I vow to get uploading again.
I'm trying to get back into my Graphics, Observational Art and Writing again.
It's just a little hard when you're not hugely inspired lately. That and not having done any art in ages leaves you a little rusty and frustrated for not being able to do it as you want and visualise it.

I'm still unemployed, still trying to find something.
I've got one job near enough garaunteed to me when the nephew of the owner gets his apprenticeship, but I'm still waiting on that. And I was offered another last night from a (slightly drunken) friend. Which I would take up, but my parents are not too keen on. So for now I'm still scouting around town and posting CV's off. I'm determined to find (and get a payday) before September seeing as every one decided to be 18 that month.

But still, got a couple of months until I start college again and my 18th. I've been planning it, I've worked out what I'm doing, finer details need sorting, but we can work on that later. I came to the sad realisation, whilst planning the way to celebrate with my family, that half of my family really couldn't care less about me. And another half are so wrapped in themselves sometimes, it's hard to get to know them. But still, I'll celebrate with the 7 people that mean the most in my family. And I know the 10 friends I've got lined up for hanging out with will all pull through for me, we just need to find a convenient day for us all and get things booked. So what else do I need? I'll take those 17 people close to my heart and welcome my 18th in with a (sober) bang. :)